23 September 2006
My energy is still great as a result of meditating and allowing – I mean, really great. I am going through the day in a generally uplifted feeling – with occasional dips of course, but my centre of gravity is hopeful and rising.
I have found that I can easily open up and allow, accepting the energy flowing through me, but I have not been so diligent in focusing on desires. What I find is that as soon as I focus on, say, prosperity, I get distracted by the things I’m ‘overlooking’, i.e. the other things I could be focusing on such as work or admin.
Today, however, it all came together. On the train to work, I found I was able to create in my imagination the perfect day, or the perfect lifestyle of my dreams – a state of complete satisfaction, fulfilment, eager anticipation and delight.
i create the perfect day in my head every morning i wake up.
i actually have a master plan in life.
But things just don’t go my way.
I want to meditate but never get the chance to.